8 Love doctors, Golden Membership, etc... and the fact that I'm a literate freak. so what...  

rm_Trypsoul3 37M
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3/19/2006 10:21 pm

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8 Love doctors, Golden Membership, etc... and the fact that I'm a literate freak. so what...


Ironically enough, I found myself in a most disturbing tussle with people in the Love Doctor's room. Earlier tonight. Looking back, I can clearly see where I was at fault, but what is remarkable is how all these people jumped on board, so obviously at fault as well...
I don't classify myself as a genius, God knows, I do enough things, but there at times like this where two facts comfort me. 1)Average I.Q. is 100, genius is 140, mine is 131. and 2)"The true mark of a genius is when all the dunces are confederated against him." --Jonathan Swift
Yeah, it's called rationalization, I know, but we all do it, so don't waste your breath being a hipocrit, by pointing out that I'm rationalizing and being a hipocrite.
It's really funny how a simple miscommunication can be carried so far, I"m seeing that in the real world and here so often now. (It sometimes appears to me that life has momentary themes--i.e. the lesson to be gleaned at a particular moment where life throws some very coincidentally similar occurences at you all at one time.)
Well. I also thought I'd comment on the fact that I never seen anybody in the room for us goldies. (I don't want to say "gold members" because well that just sounds funny, "eh, Austin Powers?"
Here's two facts of life: We see what we expect to see
and
Who we are is a collection of our most predominant thoughts.
I found myself being insulted and slammed by a bunch of people who found these very self-evident maxims to be too much "psycho-babble" for them to understand.
Back to my point about Gold...ahem...members, I would think that such a room if the paying members were ever actually there would be a better place to gather for those of us who have shelled out the cash for features, because obviously we take it seriously, and wouldn't have to deal with a bunch of bored internet surfers who feel the need just to cyber...(Not that there's anything wrong with that, what I'm saying is I, for one, don't know how I am supposed to meet anyone on this site when I read Shakespeare and Plato for enjoyment, and the average person here(or anywhere else in the world for that matter)has no idea what I mean when I say they have a rather monosyllabic vocabulary, and they themselves will admit to not liking to read. Again, I"m not slamming anybody, I"m just pointing out, that someone who is even close to being a pseudo-intellectual is such a freak in today's society, and those of us who try to learn, in turn are tired of being compared to and evaluated by the proudly ignorant. Anyway, that's my story for the night...
No, I"m no better than anyone else, and I could just begin to rant and rave about the dumb things I"ve done and said lately, especially concerning the fairer sex, but it really does suck sometimes to have such an understanding of human nature that you're almost completely out of touch with it...
Sigh, there I go again. I'm just frustrated. Fuck it. Hopefully I succeed in life. Worse case scenario for me is that I off myself; suicide, drug overdose, etc... But it's no surprise to me why every so often someone get's the desire to climb a tower with a high-powered rifle. No surprise to me at all. One side of the Columbine story you might never have heard: Those kids who did the shootings were the ones all the popular kids picked on--the staff and administration did nothing, and apparently their parents were worthless.... We reap what we sow.
On that note, til next time,
This guy right here.

txn2bnamedl8r 47F
19 posts
3/20/2006 7:45 pm

Hi there --

Peeking in on your life again. It never ceases to amaze me how listening to someone elses troubles helps me to, however temporarily, forget about my own. I have had similar problems with miscommunications in chat rooms and on IM. I think the problem may be two-fold. First is the lack of ability to convey the emotion to go along with the words that are usually provided by our facial expressions and tone of voice. The words that sound so pithy in our heads can land like a lead balloon in the middle of a chat room. Some idiot has to overreact to it and then we go into defensive mode.It can be a vicious cycle.The second problem that I myself have stumbled over in chat and IM but rarely in e-mail is that because it is immediate we don't alway have the time to translate our words and feelings into "joe schmoe internet" language. Unfortunately it seems that less and less people are proficient, let alone masters, of the english language. These are only my observations -- be aware that I could be wrong -- it happened to me once before that I remember...LOL. Here's a question for you --- Have you ever wondered if you use your extensive vocabulary as a wall to hide behind? Or is it tool to help you weed out the less likely candidated in your search for love? Just something to ponder. A final thought for you --- tomorrow just might be the very best day of your life. Grab the swinging pendulum that IS life, hang the hell on, and enjoy every minute of the ride!!


rm_Trypsoul3 replies on 3/21/2006 2:20 am:
Hi there, I actually didn't ever really have any intentions of responding to any of the comments on my posts, but yours are rather thought provoking.
I assure you, with the many human issues/ neuroses I may have, hiding behind the way I write or speak isn't anyone of them... I mean what you read is exactly how I think...and somedays I'd gladly trade it in to be a dumb jock who gets all the play, or the smooth "playa'" who feeds you ladies so much sugar-coated shit that so many of you fall for...
Alas, I am who I am, and I think, speak, and write, all in the same fashion. I appreciate you. Stay interesting, (and hopefully interested--in my blog at least.) Later days,
David...

Fox4aKnight1 43F

3/21/2006 5:34 am

Trypsoul3 replies on 3/21/2006 2:20 am:
Hi there, I actually didn't ever really have any intentions of responding to any of the comments on my posts, but yours are rather thought provoking.
I assure you, with the many human issues/ neuroses I may have, hiding behind the way I write or speak isn't anyone of them... I mean what you read is exactly how I think...and somedays I'd gladly trade it in to be a dumb jock who gets all the play, or the smooth "playa'" who feeds you ladies so much sugar-coated shit that so many of you fall for...
Alas, I am who I am, and I think, speak, and write, all in the same fashion. I appreciate you. Stay interesting, (and hopefully interested--in my blog at least.) Later days,
David...

Well that was going to be something I was going to ask you but it seems you have anwsered that question before I needed to ask it.... thank you. I Found your blog intersting and may just keep it on my watched list as something to occasionally come look at. But as I have a tendency to want to interact with people and so on I won't bother to comment as a one sided convo is pointless.


rm_Trypsoul3 replies on 3/22/2006 1:45 am:
Well, what can I say? I would personally prefer to correspond throug h email, whether that be my a.f.f. email or my personal or an alternate...
Anyway, your comments are always welcome. I'm going to try something new after this post. I hope you and other readers like it.

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