|Blogs > rm_Tibarraji > Metaphor for a missing moment|
well.. its been a bit since i hvae updated this...not really sure what to update it with... life has ben really weird.. been lots of highs and lows... seems like more lows though....
i dunno.. lately, i have just been feeling old, tired and lonely... but mostly lonely. not really sure why either...
somethign got me thinking about my life... and i started questioning things. nothing major, at first... than i did the stupid thing, and asked myself what i had to show for it all....
yeah.. not too bright on my part. i guess alot of the stuff i can live with in my life, my choices, my mistakes, my fault.. im a grown man, and i have no problem taking responsibility there.
*breathe in* 1...2...3..4...5...6...7..8..9...10... *breathe out*
lonely... i seem to be one of those ppl that can be in a room filled with people, and still be comepletly alone. i had always heard that description and was never really sure what it was all about.
i guess im just hitting a rough patch in life, and kinda wishing that i at least had a shoulder to lean on... o well.. the sun still comes up tomorrow... whether i want it to or not