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Puddles of lies
when i first found out what a lie was,
that it came from perhaps my parents lips.
the first time i got drunk,
and came to find out about addiction.
how i learned about trust,
and the person who betrayed it.
the first time i had sex,
and regreted it.
the people we trust,
and how we can all let each other down.
the first person to break my heart,
and didnt understand why.
the person who left,
and i knew why.
the gift that came into my life,
and convincing myself that i didnt deserve it.
the first time i couldnt sleep at night,
and realizing that it wasnt about sleep at all.
giving second chances,
and finding that people only take what i allow.
Lessons can be puddles that we stumble into on our blurred wanderings, merely wetting our feet and bringing momentary awakenings, or they can be deep pools of vast knowledge, holding us cold within their great depths once we fall into their embrace.
I sometimes take several plunges and fail to see all that is hidden in the dark reaches. I fail to let the water fully remain in my conciousness and there is my error. Sometimes...
7/8/2006 6:11 pm
so easy to err,yet so hard to learn,and when we do, may we all let the water fully remain in our consiousness..peace and harmony passion|