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I let my imagination run free to where I can almost see your face, feel your touch, smell your scent, kiss your lips, feel you inside of me.
I've kissed you a thousand times in my mind and have made love to you in the sweetest of my dreams and in my mind your bed reminds mine, your lips, your touch, your hair. There are times when I can feel your arms around me and the warmth and the love... like at this very moment when I am thinking about you and then I know all is an illusion. What the imagination can do if you allow it to!
In your mind We are two strangers getting to know each other with a few given rushed days to share crazy passion and hurried kisses but for me We go way back, you and me mi amor. I bet you didn't know that but it's true. When I was a little girl I used to dream about you. There have been at least a few dozen different scenarios on how we'd meet; the way you would smile, your soft and gentle touch, what you would say, the way you should hold my hand for the first time or the way We would kiss that first time. And when you actually kissed me with a stolen kiss -that I asked for with my mind...I could still feel that child-like innocence, which turned into passion as I grew into a woman and there you were maybe making my dream come true?
In my mind our intimate moments are plenty. I close my eyes and once again let my imagination run free and there you are again every moment of the day.
When I am driving in my car I can hear your beautiful laugh and I can see that special look that you had when we had become one once again, that look that I will never forget when you are far away. Your eyes get teary because you are fulfilled with passion and love even though you dont even know what it is but I DO KNOW IT IS LOVE my LOVE and I crave you more.
That is the most special moment when you are inside of me and I cant feel nothing but your beautiful self very deep inside lost in the ocean of pleasure becoming one in body and soul. YOU AND I.
In my dream we're also very old friends. You know all about me. I've showed you the essence of what I'm made of; I have trusted you from the deepest of my heart. Not a minute goes by since the day I have met you where I don't think about you Mi AMOR, MI HOMBRE, MI NINO, MI AMANTE, MI COMPANERO.
I sit here, alone in the darkness of my empty life still waiting for you, and only you. Don't you know that? Couldn't you feel that it was you and not anybody else? And I've been waiting for so long. Endless. Lifetimes.
And the years have passed...my teens...my twenties... and you're still not here. What's keeping you from me? I'm here. I'm here.
What I wouldn't do right now to have you here, beside me. Loving me... Like a drug, like my heroin, my ecstasy... My eyes burn with tears because you are nowhere to be found. And my worst fear is that I'll never find you and that you'll remain just in my dreams and in my imagination.
I can still feel the last kiss we gave each other that last day. I felt you deep inside of my heart babe. I felt you getting lost into my soul and I felt so sad when you left like you were never coming back again. I just wanted you to stay.
5/18/2006 2:52 pm
Very nice piece of expression there. I haven't decided if it's your past or present.. ???|
But very touching...