Can't Sleep  

rm_Shewrites 41F
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8/18/2005 12:30 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Can't Sleep

2:15 a.m. or so, I can't sleep. I am on the couch again. My husband snores a lot, so I tend to spend a lot of time on the couch. I am thinking about him again. As I lay there eyes open, wondering, are you asleep yet, or is your mind making your thoughts wander? I think I am the only one up at this hour. I made love to my husband tonight, and it was great and fine, but have you ever had that one person you just couldn't have? Have you ever had to keep it to yourself? Well here I am, if you ever read this you would think I am nuts. I think you think that anyway. I am just wondering if I am the only woman in the world who can't sleep because she has another man, other than her husband on her mind. Yeah I know, I am such an awful wife and this and that. Can you help what you think? I can't help it the mystery man looks, smells, talks and is so sweet. I try not to think about it. At one point I made myself try to hate him, I don't think I could hate anyone. I am so lost. I wish that you could get past the hardcore workacholic and see the person I am. You know I'd bet we would have a blast, yeah I mean without sex, but if it came up, then it does. Until then, I will just have a lot of sleepless nights, errr I hope not. Well if I record all the Hockey games for the season, maybe I can watch them, frame by frame by frame and that will get me through the winter...Oh the winter, I forget, no snow here...This ice cream made my nipples cold, urgh...now I have to go find a sweatshirt. Maybe I'll try some of that...sleep again, if not, I will lay here in my wife beater, on the couch, with thoughts of you in my head.


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