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I came back on AdultFriendFinder today.It is the first time I have been back since my very short trip to South Beach on December the 26th. My life hasn't been easy for alot of years. I have been fighting peoples fears and prejudices for a very long time. I met a member here over a year ago that I thought was very special but I didn't have the guts at the time to tell him that I was interested in him.
Time passed and finally I gave in. I told him that I was interested and he seemed like he really cared what happened to me. We began to talk and talked almost daily up until the time came for me to fly to South Beach. I was nervous but I went anyway because I told him that I had gained some weight over the winter and didn't feel very pretty or confident in myself but he assured me that everything would be fine. When I arrived in Miami he met me at the airport and took me back to the hotel. We went down to dinner at the hotel.He was there only moments and said he couldn't read the menu. He needed to go to the room to get his glasses. Which he never came back with after all that time of leaving me sitting there. I didn't at that moment realize what he was doing but the next day I did. I was nervous but I had flown all that way and intended to follow through with the plans we made. I showered and he finally came back to the room where we later were together but because of the way he had acted earlier I lost that chemistry that I had felt for him. I never explained that to him because I just chose to let him think I was as stupid as he wanted me to be. The next morning his phone rang and he claims that its his boss telling him that he has to be in NY before the day is out. So naturally, he has to change my flight plans and I had to rush to the airport and catch a flight home. He did make me cry but I didn't give him the satisfaction of letting him know that he did. I guess the moral of this story is...."Just tell the truth"! If you aren't attracted to someone or you change your mind. Just be honest with them. Don't create some elaborate lie and believe they are stupid enough to believe you especially if they (ME) respects you to begin with.