new start  

rm_Saphire185 56F
15 posts
7/27/2006 2:45 pm

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4/29/2007 10:38 pm

new start

change can be a good thing, and sometimes painfull.
Suddenly i am entering a childfree zone, I am both saddened and terrified. But as any parent knows, kids come first. Smile on the outside.
But honestly I forget what to do with only myself. Where did I put that part of myself that had something for herself to do.
No need to rise for school in the am, no need to listen for school buses. No need to walk the dog.
Yet there is a freedom there as well.
Watch my own damned tv. Become a nudist, take up belly dancing, all these things are available now.
I intend to learn chess, more than the horsey moves here. Read all those books I never had time for.
And maybe, just maybe heal.

rm_muffin162 56M
763 posts
7/27/2006 3:18 pm

no need to walk the dog,why has he left home as well.

ZZ_Todd 59M

7/27/2006 5:38 pm

The healing will happen... it always does, even when you think it won't. Recognizing that the change is not only good, but necessary, helps.

deltaballs 42M

7/29/2006 8:47 am

Any maybe if you add great masages that i might apply for yuo to make you and your body feel so wondeerful and great.

coorsna22 64M  
8 posts
8/5/2006 10:52 am

Hi,there are some good men still around,but usually find women/men to far for anything to occur.Having children puts no damper on a woman being contacted, by me anyways, would think it may be a better thing having children, to realize how good sex can be after all the years hiding and listening.
I'd ask you out in a heartbeat


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