Alone.........again  

rm_RunicMage 46M
20 posts
2/19/2006 9:40 pm

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Alone.........again


Well here I am again. Alone on a Sunday night. Thing is, tonight I feel more alone than I have for a very long time. I met a girl this weekend. I wrote her about in another post on my blog. She is such a cool person and I am really comfortable with her. It's just that now sitting here alone again makes me think about stuff. You know like relationship stuff. I so totally told myself I would never go there again. It would be so great if it was just sex with this girl, but I would be lying to myself if I said that. So much for just wanting a fuck buddy. I wish I could say I was being careful with my heart, but I know I'm not. I'm probably going to end up getting really hurt here........but then I have to think to myself.....whats worse?....getting hurt because I tried? Or never getting hurt because I walked away or I didn't even try at all.

rm_corezon 53F
3376 posts
2/21/2006 2:45 am

It is ultimately worse to never try at all.


rm_RunicMage 46M

2/21/2006 9:04 am

I so totally agree. I just wish things were a bit different. Hopefully she will see me for me. I gotta lot of issues. i know that. I'm doing my best to work through them.


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