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Hi all....It's been awhile since I posted last; I didn't realize how long it had been. I've missed it. I turned 40 at the beginning of January. I have to admit I wasn't looking forward to it at all for a couple months - ok, I actually spent the summer dreading it - but the closer it got the more I looked forward to it. And it turned out to be one of the nicest birthdays I've had in years. The beginning of this whole year has been a complete 180 degree turn from the last few.
Off on a tangent but actually tied into the previous paragraph.....I have a bit of a problem with anxiety. I look forward to stuff but when it comes time to actually do something, I chicken out. Well, I have actually taken a chance and met a couple people in person from AdultFriendFinder. Awesome experiences, I have to admit. I was extremely nervous but they were very sweet and very understanding and very patient. I don't believe that either will end up as a long term thing but that's ok....no one can have too many friends.
Goodnight, all. Thanks again for being here....T