Just fed the fuck up!!  

rm_Rico0825 54M
319 posts
4/29/2006 5:09 am

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5/2/2006 5:07 pm

Just fed the fuck up!!


You know, for real. I am so tempted to sell every last stock, cash in my 401K, sell everything I have that would be considered excess, and get the fuck out of here.

It is yet another Saturday, and my sorry ass is at work. I'm tired of fixing things to make other peoples lives comfortable, when I rarely take care of the troubles in mine.

I'm tired of being on call. 24/7 -365 days a year. I'm tired of the nasty stares, when Little Sugar and I go for a bite or a couple of beers. Mostly jealous women, who could be Little Sugars Mom and my wife.

I'm tired of the news, Iran, Iraq, Oil, or even when a Hollywood heavy wieght is accused of being lewd. That's funny. Yes, I know for that just turn the televison off, put the paper down and don't click to Drudge.

But mostly, I'm tired of the people around me. The liars, cheapskates, and cheats. Let me tell ya folks, working in the hotel industry, your opinion on people fails very fast. It amazes me what many people will do to try to get a discount. And some a night for free. Such low lifes, it makes me want to puke. This was broke, this didn't work, I couldn't get any hot water and on and on. Little do these scum bags know these rooms are inspected after every use. Not by one person, but three in total.

I must have listened to Margaratville 20 times yesterday. That's the antidote for me. Good thing for me is I'm a man who is very low maintenance.

Don't need much to keep me happy. A good lady, some cheap clothes, a fishing pole, my computer, and a good pillow, that's about all. Off to Mexico we go.

But then reality sets in. And I wonder would anything be different there. I have two cats to care for, a promise to my Mom when she was at deaths door. And my best friend Gina, who I would miss everyday. Not to mention her adorable little one's, a sure smile on my face.

So I hang onto the simple things. A walk in the woods to hear the birds sing their song. I wait to see the smile on Little Sugar's beautiful face and hear her giggle and better her moans.

It's times like this I'm really sorry I sold my punching bag at the flea market. Cause I really need a release. Not one from sex, or a song, but one out of violence. I just really need to kick some ass. Maybe I can burn this off with a long walk today. I just fear for anyone who may get in my way.

I think today I'm just fed up with the world

leni63
3 posts
4/29/2006 7:30 am

hello i m sorry to hear u havin a bad day so sendin you a smile xxxxx


sexyariesgirl 57F

4/29/2006 7:59 am

Hang on to those simple things....they are the most important and will keep you sane in this crazy world!

Power To FOK


rm_Rico0825 54M
483 posts
4/29/2006 12:47 pm

    Quoting sexyariesgirl:
    Hang on to those simple things....they are the most important and will keep you sane in this crazy world!
Thank you SexyAries. You are so right. Plus I just had a surprise visit from my best friend in the world Gina. We don't get to hang so often because we are 50 miles away. But since her old man went fishing, she decided to buckle up her two daughters and come and see Uncle Bob. Had some interesting news that I won't go into, but we also enjoyed a nice lunch.

Isn't it funny how are moods can change with the tides.


rm_Rico0825 54M
483 posts
5/2/2006 5:07 pm

    Quoting leni63:
    hello i m sorry to hear u havin a bad day so sendin you a smile xxxxx
Thank you. You must be a very caring person. I appreciate your reply.


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