A note left on my door.  

rm_Rico0825 54M
319 posts
5/2/2006 5:54 am

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5/4/2006 1:29 pm

A note left on my door.

This morning I walked out the door about 6:30AM , got in my car, when I noticed a note taped to my door.

It was from my Little Sugar. I felt a bit queasy about reading it. I mean every note I've ever been left before came with bad news.

The note read,

Dearest Bob,

Sunday was a wonderful day. I have never in my life felt so at ease with another person. But at the same time, when we are together I feel a little strange.

Your such a cool dude. It's just why couldn't you be younger, or I older. To me your my dad, brother and friend all wrapped into one. Yet we fuck. And worse I enjoy it.

When we first started this relationship, in truth I felt like a whore. Yes, it was unspoken, but we both knew what we expected from one another. Our first encounter, to me was pretty lame. And that made me feel even more like a whore.

Then we met again, and you took me to Philadelphia for lunch and some beers on South Street. That day was so much fun. And you treated me like a lady. Then we came home and just snuggled until we fell asleep. When I awoke you were gone. I wanted so much to fuck you. I was amazed by your level of trust. You left me that check for my rent, signed , with no amount. I could have cleaned your account out. But you trusted me! For the first time in my life, a man gave me trust. I cried that morning. I cleaned for you before I left.

I love so many things about you. I sure love how you fuck. I love how you know I also like women, but never once has pushed for me to bring another girl. I love how you buy big bags of cat food to feed the strays in the woods. I love how you leave waiters and waitresses good tips because your proud that they work. There are so many more things I love about, I could go on and on.

But there are things that really scare me. Things that make me unsure. Like why do you spend so much time on that web site? You know, the dating one where the girls show themselves nude. It kind of makes me feel unwanted, like your looking for something new. I don't mind you telling our stories on there. But what happens if you find a girlfriend, and she doesn't allow us to be friends? Bob, I'd be broken hearted. But I wouldn't blame her, with all we been through. And now your on this diet. I like you as you are. Your are my Chubby Old Sugar Daddy. I know it's selfish, but it makes me secure.

What I am getting at is very simple. At the start this was a no strings thing. But I believe it has gone beyond that. I need no commitment as a lover, but as a friend. I have to know you will be there, forever , as a friend. Sex comes and goes. I can get it from any horny man. And when I'm lucky a women, but true friends are hard to find. I need your promise to me, no matter what your future holds, that you will be there for me as a friend. No matter if you marry, or whatever. Can I trust you to say to her, your friend Peg is apart of the deal?

Because for real, you are all I have in this world. Seems absurd with all the people that live on this Earth, I have one single person, who I can trust, and who I believe is a true and caring friend. What I need to know from you? Is this true?

And I will make the same commitment to you. That is a promise we both must keep.

I have off Wednesday night. If you want I'll stay the night. We can talk this over then. Until then keep me in your heart, as I will you in mine.

Love you,


rm_pagan380 64M
4405 posts
5/2/2006 7:33 pm

Sounds like a keeper.
Thanks for your note, I'm happy to meet you and I'm sure I'll be seeing you around BLOGVILLE quite often.

Come play naked in the sunshine and dance naked under the stars.



5/2/2006 8:19 pm

Awww that is sweet {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

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