What should I do?  

rm_Phoenix3973 43M
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10/19/2005 5:17 pm

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7/14/2006 4:13 am

What should I do?

As I am driving home, I realize that our favorite song is playing on the radio. Inside I am breaking up once more to be reminded that just a few short weeks ago, I signed papers to effectively stop my marriage of almost four years. She still sends me letters and while I am grateful for a while, it also just reminds me of all that I have lost and will take even longer to replace, if I want to ever again. We have known each other such a short time in our lives and yet it seems that we have known each other for hundreds of years. She was the yin to my yang. I craved the touch of her hair and the smell of her skin as we drifted to sleep in each other's arms. I want her, need her, and yet because I love her I must let her go. What a fucked up world we live in that love would actually be a catalyst in divorce. I know that I am just rambling, but sometimes it truly helps to get this stuff out of my head and in writing so that I can try to mend the shattered pieces of my heart yet one more time. I truly don't know if I will ever marry again, but for the time being I am just focused on the realities of single life one more time. I have reclaimed my bachelor status and just crave simpler and better times. I pray that when it comes time again, my tears are once more of joy instead of the sorrow that my life has become.

kssteamy_mocha 46F

10/21/2005 7:36 am

time heals all wounds, but i the mean time get laid, get drunk, and slowly but surely you will get over it. it happens to all of us, but

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