On my mind....  

rm_PapisGrl 30F
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6/27/2005 7:47 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

On my mind....


hmmm, I didn't really think I'd use this blog again, but what the heck, might as well write in it. I've been thinking a lot lately about what led to my current "situation". Yeah, guys to me are nothing but situations, even when i've only been involved sexually with one. This one is kinda hard to understand. He's a friend of mine, just a friend. One day I go to his house and i'm laying on his bed while he's sitting next to me, when outta nowhere he starts tickling me and goes for my zipper.

I thought then, I should stop him, I was still a virgin at the time and didn't wanna do anything like that, but I let him pull off my pants anyway. He starts playing around a bit down there with his finger, but we don't have sex (not that day anyways). What I keep thinking about though is why he would do that. I thought we were good friends but not good like that. He's hot enough to have any girl he wants, too. I know he doesn't care about me in a real loving romantic type way....why would he put me in that kinda spot?

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