Why do I always wait so long?!  

rm_N73269 48M
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10/25/2005 9:54 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why do I always wait so long?!


Hey.
So here I sit. Broke up with my girlfriend almost 3 years ago. Since then, I haven't had any sexual relationships, or even a relationship for that matter. I keep wondering why I'm still not involved in a relationship, and always come to the same conclusion, I simply can't trust women.
I know how harsh that is and i'll probably get a lot of slack from it, so who cares?
Let's go back 4 girlfriends ago, actually, let's not. I'll be blunt and say that each one of the 4, cheated on me and me, having the big "black" heart, always took them back.
Now i've been "free" for 3 years and haven't done anything with a woman, which explains why i'm here, posting this.
If you were to ask me the 1 thing I miss about a woman, I'd probably tell you, the taste of her pussy. That answer alone, tells me i'm not ready for a serious relationship. I don't hate women, nor do I dislike them. I simply haven't any trust within me for them.
Surfing about, looking around here, I SEE many, many women, cheating on their husbands, but this is of no concern to me because my first girlfriend, was married to a biker dude. Needless to say, we were caught and that was that. I've never done that to anyone again. TO this day, she and I are great friends and she's happily involved with someone right now.
Anyway. I've thought long about it, pondered many hours in the woods, trying to figure out what i'm going to do to rectify the situation. I'm balls tired of the bar/club scene, so I'll try the one place that many of my friends have told me of.
Sure, i'm confused about relationships and why the many i've loved have cheated on me, but why let that stop me from giving "all" i have to give? Why look for something that's obviously not out there. So i'm here, ready to make a friend or two, perhaps fuck her as she's never been before. One thing remains for sure though. I've always been able to give good face, regardless if it goes beyond that, I love tasting pussy, licking it and adoring it. I love watching a woman shriek, moan and practically crush my skull between her legs. So i'm hoping that by my being here, something will happen.

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