The heat is on...  

rm_N73269 48M
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11/26/2005 1:12 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The heat is on...

I'd say the date with Andrea went very well, she even came over and celebrated thanksgiving with my family. It looked as if my dad was a little irked about her though (i think because she's black and one of my sisters happened to marry a black man and he was the same way). Regardless, she said she had a good time and that's all that matters.

I myself am a bit curious as to where this may go, but also, I'm unsure if I want to get involved in a long term relationship at this point in my life. I do enjoy her company, personality and a walking partner, but again, i'm not sure what to do.

Over the last couple days, i've had this "thing". I just want to eat a pussy, kiss and lick it. I know if I wait a while, it may happen with Andrea and it'd be well worth the wait, but we must again read the above.

I'm thinking i'm scared to get involved again, prolly scared of getting hurt or hurting her and ruining something that i've been enjoying tremendously.

I've been happy by myself these past few years, worked my ass off to pay off my van and house. Not to be a prick, but ya know. I just don't know what to expect or even how to handle the situation if it does evolve further. Scared? Yes. Lonely? Fuck ya. Emotionally fucked? I sure am.

Guess i'm just going to have to see what developes with her and try not to worry about it so much.

Hmmm. That seemed to help with some of the tension.

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