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SHe's BAck! (Part 3)
SHe's BAck! (Part 3)
Read (Parts 1 & 2) First...
So, let's recap. Ms. FIRST went on a Caribbean cruise for a week to party with her cabin mate girlfriend, who was on a mission to ring the Captain's bell (the first mate's bell, the cruise director's bell and the cabin boy's bell!) all in the same week.
This vacation came at an interesting point in our developing relationship. It was booked well in advance of our meeting. Had she gone prior to meeting me, I'd give her better than 110% chance of getting laid! Of course, at that time, she would have been "open" to the idea of having fun on her trip and might have scored just by assisting her friend in need.
Here's the point...Ms. FIRST and I met a couple of months ago, and we have grown very fond of each other during the past several weeks. So much so, that she decided to stay loyal to me during her trip. The fact that she mentioned it would suggest it was important to her.
For background purposes, however, I have been resistant to going much deeper emotionally with her due to my circumstances. Nonetheless, I really enjoy her company, and we have great SEX!
Then, as mentioned in Part 2,there was the "moment!"
A slightly awkward pregnant pause that came forth at the most inopportune moment. With hindsight, I am sure I was confused and didn't catch the whole meaning or thought behind her words, but what I thought I heard created doubt and suspicion in my mind about her loyalties during her trip.
Hence, the Ms. FIRST LoyALTy PoLL!
It wasn't that I expected her to be faithful. As I have mentioned in other posts, I encouraged her to have fun if she wanted. I don't have strings on her.
However, it was more a matter of trust. If she got it on with a complete stranger without confiding in me, she is putting my health at risk. Even if you use protection, casual sex with complete strangers is DANGEROUS!
The real issue for me was trusting her and knowing when she is telling me the truth. She already had my blessing to do what she wanted on her trip. If she did have sex on her trip and lied to keep it from me because she thought it would hurt our relationship, I think that would be worse than cheating on someone outright!!!
Anyway, remember the Black Jack anology?
Since I didn't know for sure and felt suspicious, I decided to assumed the worse in order to protect myself.
I pulled back a bit emotionally from our relationship to provide some buffer and additonal room to review my thoughts.
Things continued along during the week and her actions seemed to be consistent with her pre-trip behavior, so I started feeling more confident about her claims.
We were back on track by the weekend and got together to celebrate my birthday. She pulled out all the stops...she made me dinner and a huge coconut birthday cake (my personal favorite). She took me out for drinks, gave me some really thoughtful (and personal) gifts, treated me to a full body massage when we got home and some very tasty after dinner mints when we hit the sack!
All I can say, is if she DID have a diversion on board ship, I'm sending her back again next week. She and I, were the better for it!
It has been a very long time since I've had anyone treat me that nicely. She was so awesome and her efforts were truly flattering! Of course, I was sure to reward her with a night of incredible lovemaking. But, then again, I got most of the reward there, too!
So there you have it. I have no doubt about her faithfullness and believe her actions speak louder than any pregnant pause! Plus, while I was concerned about her sex drive and ability to suppress it, I have come to understand fully that she is HOT FOR ME!
I am the one who revs her motor...now, the only thing is, what am I going to do with this woman..?
7/19/2006 3:22 pm
Keep her!!!!! Love her, cherish her, be good to her, be faithful to her, be there for her, listen to her. Treat her like she is the love of your life.|
7/19/2006 10:29 pm
I know that you just put that question out there for the greater Public...|
You need to give her everything that you would want given to you!
You have to give in every relationship.. Give of yourself...