Hung up  

rm_MtnBikeKitty 57F
35 posts
7/30/2006 11:06 am

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8/11/2006 12:11 pm

Hung up


Things can be so complicated sometimes, when they shouldn't be. I think all of us are affected by our past relationships whether we want to admit it or not, everyone has baggage of some sort - even if they try to keep it in the deepest sources of their psyche. I find myself in a situation that began as a relationship but is in flux at present. This is for numerous reasons, but I believe emotional reaction from past experiences has much to do with it. I know it does on my part. I am hoping to start over again with a clean slate, a shaking of hands and a wish to start anew. Swallowing the emotions of fear and mistrust that spring from past negative experiences is not easy, but I am doing my best. My fingers are crossed, my eyes are closed, and I'm even clicking my heels together.

angelofmercy5 59F
17881 posts
7/30/2006 11:49 am

Kitty....and doing your best is all you can do. There isn't a human being on earth that doesn't have gut reactions from past experiences. Try as we might....it only takes certain things to throw us right back into that position. Just keep on trying....thats all you can do.


rm_MtnBikeKitty 57F

7/30/2006 4:54 pm

Thank you Angel. I really want to speak my heart to him, and wish he could do the same with me. This limbo we're living in is difficult, at best.


LikeToLiquor2 57M
318 posts
7/31/2006 11:17 am

Kitty,,,, sometimes I wish I could reboot my existing relationship and have the rush and excitement of starting fresh. Often within my own relationship the expected reaction often overshadows or deeply colors reality. And it seems that innuendo rules the day.

The desire for an easy relationship continues,,,,, enjoy the rush of the new!!!

LTL2


rm_MtnBikeKitty 57F

7/31/2006 12:43 pm

LTL2 - the rush died from almost the very beginning, but my heart had already been won. Anguish is the word of the day.


LikeToLiquor2 57M
318 posts
7/31/2006 2:25 pm

Kitty,
I'm sorry for your anguish. Is your heart always so open? It seems you have an innocent soul.

I’m looking for a new job as well,,,,, over a decade since I’ve been on an interview,,,,I’m not even sure how to feel,,,,, I can’t imagine trying to find a new love.

Best of luck,,,,,, in all your searches.

LTL2

Nice feet,,,,,,,, 


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