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One Night Stand
One Night Stand
I have a few guys interested in me at the mo. Which is unsual as most of the time I get no attention. Some non passion members people from other sites. Once upon a time I was flattered to get an e-mail from a guy on this site and even more flattered when I sent my picture and got a response. I didnt believe I was sexy at all and was always amazed that some one found me attractive enough to want to be intimate with me. It boosted my confidence and made me feel sexy.
However in the past couple of weeks there has been a change in me. I am no longer flattered when a guy emails me. I just see it as a guy looking to get his leg over or have a one night stand.
I currently have a friend who is seeing to my needs and doing a very good job. Yet I open these e-mails from guys or talk to them on msn messenger knowing that it is likely it will lead to one night stand. I dont have anything againist one night stands in fact I think it can be a very good thing as long as both parties know what is going on.
I am quite happy with my sex life with my friend. But I still talk to these guys. I have thought about it and its curiousity that makes me talk to them. However Im just not sure I want risk having a one night stand and having bad sex anymore. When I joined this site i was going through an insane period in life and acting the same way. I loved sex and still do.
I dont regret any experience that I had with passion members. I had fun I learned a lot about me. But I have matured and my self confidence has grown and now im a bit more picky about who I let inside me. I am not completely closed to a one night stand but if I have one it better be amazing
11/4/2005 7:49 am
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