I just dont know what to do with myself  

rm_MsLL22 34F
149 posts
7/15/2005 11:10 am

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I just dont know what to do with myself

SV cancelled our date for the third time.I just dont know whether I should read between the lines. I close the door on the dating and then he reopens it. I feel that I am tired of this it.

Im not sure of anything except that I feel messed about by him. I want to end it because I dont like feeling down on a Friday night.

I have written the dumping text and I am waiting to send it at 11pm tonight to make sure I dont make a mistake. I dont want to send it in anger. Im so relectant to end the dating . Because he is my last option of available sex and Im not interested in starting anything new with another person right now.

So I am sitting in my room on a Friday Night listening to the White Stripes version of I just dont know what to do with myself on repeat. Feel teary and and feeling like a loser for not having a back up plan.

buddhamike 105M
7006 posts
7/15/2005 12:17 pm

Sounds like yuou need a new guy. You should probably read between the lines. It sounds like he is only interested when it's convenient for him, and that is not likely to work in the long run.

dlover20052 47M

7/19/2005 4:44 pm

Has he responded, I think he probably will. He does seem to want you as and when he feels like it. Its up to you to decide, if that is what you want. Deep down, you have an answer. I hope it all works out for you.

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