Home on a Saturday Night  

rm_MsLL22 34F
149 posts
9/24/2005 11:57 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Home on a Saturday Night

Its a Saturday Night and I am home. Its partly because my mum funeral was yesterday. I am giving myself time to grieve. So I am at home because it doesnt feel right go out.
The problem with staying is amplifies my loneliness and makes it more obvious that my mother has gone.It makes me cry and feel sad although this time is painful. I think its necessary to help me grieve and eventually move on but never forget.

I havent been answering my phone because I dont want talk to anyone. I managed to do some laundry and spring cleaning in my bedroom. I try to keep myself busy.But sometimes all I want to do is lie down and do nothing. I am doing my blog to help get my feelings out.Because I always found writing therapeutic.

letstalk2006 32M

9/24/2005 1:04 pm

you should be talking and expresing your feelings. it always helps

rm_happy55563 49M
1 post
9/24/2005 7:32 pm

is that all you got

bigone8851 34M
20 posts
10/12/2005 2:54 am

hello if you ever get lonly just contact me if you want

Killer_Prince 36M

10/13/2005 3:29 am

Time will cure the grief; just keep yourself busy, that's the important thing. And picking up the phone to talk to a few close friends always helps in times like these.

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