Coming out of the Darkness  

rm_MariGrrl 39F
2485 posts
5/25/2006 10:19 am

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Coming out of the Darkness

I'm feeling a bit more hopeful now and I wanted to thank those of you that left some kind words for me on my last post.

I was sorting through my storage room and came across the box of photos that had my son's ultrasound pictures. It caught me off guard and brought back all the grief and heartache. Writing that letter to Carter really helped me get some of it out.

I still grieve for my son (sometimes are harder than others). But, it has been over a year now since I lost him and things are getting easier.

This past year was filled with a lot of sadness. But, rather than give in to the gloom, I'm trying my best to focus on the positives in my life.

So, in the spirit of healing and hope, I'd like to take this opportunity to shamelessly brag about my daughters.

My oldest daughter (Mini-Mari) is way too much like her mama. Except she is me to the extreme. Her energy and curiosity challenge me daily. She will be one hell of a strong woman when she grows up.

My youngest daughter (My Wee Irish Lass) is the tender heart of our family. With her curly red locks, she looks just like a little Annie. She's also the in house comedienne that keeps me in perpetual stitches. She's my inspiration.

I've suffered some losses this past year. But, these two young ladies remind me that I am still one of the luckiest women alive.

Thanks again for the kind words,

rm_gerson42 52M
2419 posts
5/25/2006 10:31 am

I understand. When we lost our Emerald, we already had two children. I'm not sure how things would have been without them there. Surely not the same. Later, we had two more children, each a blessing of their own. Life is not always easy. Count our blessings.

(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)

5/26/2006 5:19 am

Damn Grrl I just LOVE YOU...Ready YOUR SUCH A MOMMY..!!


p33c3y0 42M

5/26/2006 10:54 am

this is so very ... very ... very ... cool. these little ones, so beautiful and precious. love to hear about the joy they bring. they're healing powers are almost magical. and then you remember they're us, just in a different time ...

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