This seems crazy?!! What the HELL am I doing?  

rm_LookinRnd28 39M/39F
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12/29/2005 1:40 pm

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3/26/2006 7:21 pm

This seems crazy?!! What the HELL am I doing?


This is the first time I have put something out, I was glancing through other posts to get an idea of what they are. Some of you guys/ladies are amazing. I feel out of place. Like, Carri from "Sex in the City". I am excited to be on AdultFriendFinder. Which seems wierd, because this was my husbands Christmas present! I find myself more curious and excited about finding a new couple to swing with than him. I guess having a baby, and becoming a stay at home mom was a little out of my league. It seems to be every womans dream; to quit work and stay at home with the children. Man, was I ever so shocked at how hard it could be! Secluded from adults, No Paycheck of MY own, taking care of a little baby,(screaming, wet,hungry,tired,teething etc.) No more sick days, no vacation days. Good Lord, Some days I wonder what the HELL did I do? But, Most of all (don't get me wrong)I am seeing my daughter grow up and it has been fantastic. And it is happening fast! She just turned a year old, and she just learned to walk. It's been the fastest year of my life. And it's been hard. But its been worth every minute. I'm even thinking about starting the cycle all over here soon.

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