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Life has its weird way of smacking you right in the face.
For the last two or three days I have been sitting here feeling sorry for myself, trying to tell everyone my sob story, hoping it will all just go away. I have been on edge. I have been depressed. I didn't think I would be able to come out of it. I was ready to give up. ready to find something else. I felt the entire world was against me. You get the point.
I have taken today, my day off, and tried to think it al through, tried to make sense of it all, but I was unable to come to a conclusion, story of my life. Throughout my life I have tied to be a good person, I have tried to be a good father, a good husband, a good friend. it always seemed to go the way I didn't expect, until today.
It wasn't mind shattering, it wasn't an epiphany or anything like that. Just a story, a small blip on the universe, a small fraction of what is placed on the internet on a daily basis. I read a story written by one of our most popular bloggers here on AdultFriendFinder, and I suddenly realized how good I have it, how my life is not so fucked up and that there is still hope in the world. [blog saintlianna] wrote a wonderful short story that touched me deeply, and it made me think about my own life, and how each day is a gift and we should just enjoy the ride.
if you get the chance I ask that you read [post 297047] and post here what it means to you.
Much thanks to Saintlianna for her wonderful ability to touch a persons heart with her imagination and her creative writing.
"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi
4/9/2006 10:39 pm
Thank you for writing this.........so much.|