much ado about something  

rm_JohnMacLaine 50M
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3/26/2006 7:57 pm

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much ado about something

Hello all, sorry it has ben a while since my last post, I have been slacking and someone should spank me for it. Any volunteers?

Anywho, lets see, what has been going on....

Well my trip,

It was wonderful, my niece is beautiful, she is wonderful, and I lover her very much. But...... the only thing is I discovered that she has her mom's lungs. The child kept the entire house up until 2 AM last sunday night. I only got about 4 hours sleep that night, as did everyone else. My son, who will be 12 next month, never acted that way and I now realize how lucky I was he never kept my Ex and I up that late when he was an infant. We (meaning my son and left the next afternoon (Monday), and wouldnt you know it, according to my mother, she went right to sleep that night. little brat...lol The good news is that we got pictures done with my son and my niece, therefore the two grandkids are together in a picture and my mother is happy for now. I left my softball glove there at mom's and did not discover this until Wednesday when I wet to play in my weekly league. Trust me using a borrowed mitt is not my favorite pastime. You cant get used to someone elses glove when you are used to your own. It is kind of the same feeling as sleeping on a different bed than your own when you are away from home, it just isn't the same. Anywho, mom is going to mail it to me and I should see it before the next game.

Am getting to the point where this lonliness is getting under my skin. I feel I am getting depressed over it, and that worries me.

I have another dr's appt next week and will ask him about that depression when I see him. Going for bloodwork on Tues so that they can do a cholesterol screen, check for disease and whatnot. I trust everything is good. Dr was happy that I had quit smoking, and wanted to know (of course) if I had gained any weight, which of course I had (10 pounds) and that he said that it was normal, and I should be able to maintain it or even lose some so long as I eat the right foods. Easy for him to say, does he know how hard it is for me to pass a McDonalds (Quarter Pounder) or a Dairy Queen (Blizzard) on the way home from work?.....sheesh. After the blood screen on Tues, the next appt, which will be a complete physical and going over said blood work, is not until a week from this Thursday. So I have to wait roughly 10-12 days to make sure I am healthy for my age and if I am going to die or not. I really hate dr's cause if you are doing something that is bad for you, they will always know, no matter what it is. They look at you over the glasses like they are your dad and say... "So Mr so-and-so I see here that you have been eating too many eggs, and that you have a lot of coffee with sugar" (ugggggh) then they give you this big lecture about eating right, excercise, blah blah blah.... Yeah I know he is right, but does he have to give me that "I told you so" look? I want to lose the weight, I want to eat right, and I want to excercise, but there is this thing called time, that I have none of, so until I can rearrainge my schedule, I will have to settle for a 10 minute run in the mornings at around 5:30.

Changing gears a bit...

I have this friend (female)in PA that I have known for over 7 years. We met online, through an online football community, and have become very close, like a brother would be to a sister. She asks for my advice, and vice versa. Poor girl lost her mom and six years of her life due to rehab as a result of a car accident when she was 17, and then her dad passes away 2 years ago Christmas time of a heart attack. Well she is now in her early 30's and I guess I am the closest thing to family that she really has. She is getting married next year in South Carolina. Her fiance's parents are living on Hilton Head and they want to get married there. They are planning to move to the Jax FL area sometime next year then get married shortly thereafter. Well, where I am going with this is since I am so close to her, she asked me to walk her down the aisle and give her away at the wedding. She asked me this shortly after her dad passed away, and naturally, I was floored, flattered, honored, shocked, all of it. I have another friend (again female) who lives near Bakersfield CA with HER fiance (why do I have female friends that are engaged?) and she is like a sister to me as well. She was deown last night for a visit with her daughter and granddaughter, they stayed over at a friends home in Riverview, which is here in the Tampa area. I went over to spend some time with her and got to sit in the jacuzzi enjoying some country and rock~n~roll music, as well as having a few Crown Royal and Cokes. after I had had a few, she comes over to me in the jacuzzi and pops the question. "Jim and I are getting married in Vegas and I want you to walk me down the aisle". Well shit, I nearly dropped my Crown and Coke!!. of course I agreed and she was happy. I talked to the fiance today, and he is happy, everybodys happy, however here I am stuck with going to TWO weddings in a years time yet I am still single...*sigh* caressmewell made a good point on her blog today. Just because I happen to be the "nice guy" doesnt mean I dont want excitement, want to be a litle dirty, and a little bad in the bedroom. I am human, I have desires, I have needs and right now the only thing I have that is giving me anything CLOSE to what I want is my right hand. what the hell do I have to do to get a little action around here?....LOL

Yes I am venting dammit and it feels good...... ;!;

Hope everyone had a geat weekend....

John


"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi


caressmewell 53F

3/26/2006 8:21 pm

It does feel good to vent doesn't it?


rm_JohnMacLaine replies on 3/27/2006 3:30 am:
It is good to vent, and thank you, beautiful lady, for always coming to see my blog

*hugs*

softnlush 53F

3/26/2006 8:26 pm

I loved this post!! It is not bad to be the nice guy and you will have your moment of lust because women are NOT crazy to let someone like you be alone for too much longer..you just have to keep your eyes opened and soon enough,you can unleash all that pent up stuff on her (in a good way)..keep writing..it is healthy and if you are down..I am an IM away..remember that.

~~~~snl~~~~


rm_JohnMacLaine replies on 3/27/2006 3:32 am:
God help the woman I get a hold of when it does happen. she had better have a nap that day, cause she wont get any sleep...lol

thanks babe, you rock, and remember today I am thinking of you....

*hugs*

southrnpeach333 50F

3/27/2006 7:27 am

so sorry to hear about you loneliness. it can feels so isolating. but i hear that weddings are a great place to meet someome. so while you are walking down the aisle keep your eyes open for someone!


rm_JohnMacLaine replies on 3/27/2006 6:27 pm:
At least I won't have to worry about being a wedding crasher huh peaches? In all reality the weddings are going to be small gatherings, and I dont expect the guest list to be very large at either one. After all one is in Vegas, and we all know about them Vegas weddings....lol

zebra_buggy 31F

3/27/2006 7:40 pm

Glad to hear you're running. Ten minutes every morning is a great start. Keep it up ... you know what I mean ... geez!


rm_JohnMacLaine replies on 3/28/2006 4:36 am:
I know what ya mean Jayne, I am not that much of a dirty old man, though I wish I was sometimes...lol

AltumHunksUnite 53M

3/29/2006 1:42 am

Well, according to another blogger I know, a great place to meet women is in dance class. She's taking dance lessons now and says that there aren't always enough men in the class. So you might want to think about that.

Let me drive. I like the view


crazygurl2xx 56F

3/29/2006 9:48 am

you must be some really solid kind of man to have people asking those things of you and to do it and stand by it. i respect that.

but oh my gosh... you have 2 weddings to go to???

afterthought...perfect place to meet women? bring your best game!


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