rm_JohnMacLaine 50M
454 posts
5/9/2006 4:15 am

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Sometimes I sit back and reflect on where I have been in life, what I have accomplished, the people I meet, the ones I have loved, the ones I have not liked (hate is such a strong word, and I try and avoid it), and the hopes I have for the future. Last night I did a lot of that type of thinking, and came to the realization that I want to love again, I want to feel the way I felt 4 years ago, unconditional, passionate, sexy, and lustful. I want to be able to think about her every waking moment of every day and realize that joy and happiness once again. I ask myself if I am being too picky or am I deserving of the type of woman I seek. I have begun to wonder if she is even out there because my qualifications are too stringent. I know what excites me, I know what turns me on, but I have yet, in the 20+ years I have been searching for that “perfect one” been able to either find her or see her on the street. Maybe I am asking to much, maybe its just wishful thinking..

What do you think???

"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi

rm_bucfannn 61M/60F
2110 posts
5/9/2006 8:44 am

My opinion is.... QUIT LOOKING.

Once you stop looking, it'll happen.

You don't find love. Love finds you.

That's why I quit looking. I've had 2 guys all along. I still kept thinking that something/someone else was going to come along.

Yeah, 2 of em. I'm taking it day by day with each. They are totally different, yet similar. Who knows? One could become my SO. We'll see....

crazygurl2xx 56F

5/15/2006 2:35 pm

sometimes you can't see what's in front of you for the "looking".

keep it simple. and no one's "perfect".

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