My Pain  

rm_JohnMacLaine 50M
454 posts
3/10/2006 8:57 pm

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3/17/2006 4:04 am

My Pain

I go through each day with a sense of hope
To achieve what is to be expected just to cope
Most days go smoothly, no issues to speak
But lately it has been frustrating, the repoir weak
I do not claim to be bright, nor am I a quick wit
But it does not give them the right to treat me like shit
Went through all of this twenty plus years ago when I was in school
But now I am grown, not a child, definitely not a fool
Their tounges are sharp, they dig into my soul
Though your intentions are not harmful, it all has gone foul
I no longer want to hear what they have to say
Truthfully I wish they would all just go away
I am here to do a job, to provide , not to make friends
All I as is for some respect and courtesy, for the jokes to all end
I understand by ranting and carrying on it only feeds the fires
They will dig deeper, push the limit, laugh until it all tires
My soul and my feelings are burning, I only wish it weren't true
I feel that if I had not reacted, I would not be so blue
Emotions are boiling, anger is increasing
Discontent for them is ever growing, never ceasing
I must be bigger than the issue, rise above all the pain
Follow through with my goals, see the sun through all the rain

"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi

catseyes23 61F

3/10/2006 10:19 pm

John-Don't let then get the better of you, whoever they are. Stand proud.


rm_PurryKitty2 48M/50F
9753 posts
3/12/2006 1:45 pm

Keep your chin up

Purry {=}


MyRealLoverOne 46M

3/12/2006 6:11 pm

Don't let the sun go down on your anger my friend....Love always prevails over evil...never look to man to lift you up....only to God who will never let you down.

Your friend, RL~

rm_SusieQ27 46F
2093 posts
3/16/2006 8:47 pm

John..aawww, I feel for you, I really do, hun.
You said it yourself though, "I must be bigger then the issue."
Yes you must, darlin, you must.
Sounds like you're a bigger man than your oppressors anyhow, hun.
When all is said and done..what}s it all amount to anyhow..."a hill of beans,"( a la Rick?), sometimes not even that.

Luv n stuff {=} Susie {=}

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