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rm_JocelynRenee 54T
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9/23/2005 5:58 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Anticipation


Today is the big day! We're finally going out after missing the past couple of weeks. I've missed my femme time and can't wait to get back on the dance floor. More importantly, tonight is the night our son gets to meet Jocelyn. I assumed I would be extremely nervous about it, but I'm actually not...at least not yet.

I have also met a few local girls online - finally - that have expressed interest in going out. I know how easy it is to chicken out at the last minute; I hope these girls have the courage to take that scary step. Not for me though; for them. I still remember the sheer terror of going out for the first time, followed by the exhilaration after finding out that I wouldn't turn into a frog or something if I wore a dress out in public.

I have been so richly blessed in my life that I sometimes forget that many people in our community are lonely and have such sad stories. My heart goes out to them and my fondest wish is that we can all come together to offer each other mutual support and get out to have a little fun!

Here's hoping that I have a great story to relate tomorrow.....

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