Things I'd never tell you anywhere other than here..............  

rm_JUSTsex4me 36F
157 posts
10/9/2005 11:50 pm

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Things I'd never tell you anywhere other than here..............

Well, I decided to post a few things about me, not out of the hope that one of them will attract someone but simply as a means of self-therapy. So here they are...

1.) I tend not to finish things I start.
2.) I cannot accept failure.
3.) I tend to fly off the handle with my significant other but if it were anyone else those things wouldn't bother me at all.
4.) Sometimes I bite off more than I can chew (see #1)
5.) When I get mad, I can't just walk away without an altercation of some sort.
6.) I cry like a baby and even pass out sometimes when I have to have a needle.
7.) I can't seem to keep my mind on one thing for very long.
8.) My son is the love of my life and no other man could ever come close.
9.) I'm very intelligent even though I act stupid half of the time.
10.) I absolutely hate public speaking even though I could probably strip for a group of close friends.
11.) I'm here on AdultFriendFinder to fill a void in my life......not in the way that you would think though.
12.) I come across as a bitch half of the time but I would truly bend over backwards for someone who needed it.
13.) I've had sex with 3 people in my life and 2 of them I met on here.
14.) I'm still with the same person I swore I would marry when I was 5 years old.
15.) I never owned a vibrator, or any other sexual toy, until about a year ago.
16.) I'm submissive in the bedroom but dominant in everyday life.
17.) The only bad habit I have is my cigarettes.
18.) I get furious if the toilet paper is facing the wrong way.
19.) all my canned food in the cupboards have to have the labels facing out and they must be grouped together
20.) I have a very specific order in which my dishes must be washed ....plates first, then bowls, then cups, then silverware, then plastic bowls, then pots/pans. They must also be rinsed of any food, etc...before I will even put them into the dishwater.
21.) I have a very specific way that my towels have to be folded.
22.) I stop using milk a week before the expiration listed on the carton.
23.) I wont leave anything in my freezer or fridge for more than a month....meats, cheese, condiments, anything.
24.) I never cared about being fashionable until after I got out of high school, now I have to have the Louis Vuitton purses, shop at Aeropostale/Old Navy/Abercrombie & Fitch, etc...
25.) I never went to a tanning bed in my life until March of 2005 and now I'm hooked.
26.) I haven't cut my hair in about 6 years.
27.) My hair is naturally curly but I do dye it occasionally.
28.) I love all types of music but my favorite songs are "Song to the Siren" by This Mortal Coil, "This Years Love" by David Grey and "Rock Bottom" by Eminem.
29.) I used to love television but when my son was born I turned my cable off (almost 5 years ago) because I didn't want him influenced by what he saw on t.v. I also did it because I didn't want him to sit in front of the damn thing when he should be outside playing or reading a book.
30.) My favorite author is Iris Johansen.
31.) I won't take my son for his immunizations because I can't bear to see him in pain, his grandmother has to take him for me.
32.) I have 7 brothers (half-brothers included) and I was the only girl.
33.) My mother was in jail for murdering my brother but I can't bring myself to hate her for it.
34.) My father and mother (stepmother) are my heroes.
35.) I collect guns.
36.) I've had my vehicle broken into 7 times in the past year.
37.) I've been in counseling since I was 4 years old, not necessarily because I need it but feel it helps.
38.) I used to be afraid to talk about personal issues, like menstruation, masturbation and sex, but I'm so much more in touch with myself now that I dont give a shit.
39.) I want my son to have everything I didn't.
40.) I was in labor with my son for 47 hours and swore to never have another child.
41.) I should be asleep right now for class tomorrow instead of divulging my secrets online. that I've let you in on some of my deepest secrets and some not so deep.....tell me some of yours.....

rm_TwiztedCharm 56M
456 posts
10/10/2005 3:58 am

You said a few things.... that's 41.... just kidding, I use this place for therapy too, god know I'm in need of therapy. Now that I have gained all this worthless knowledge..... sorry.... like you I don't give a shit or sleep either. I find those to be good qualities.
I don't collect guns cause I would use them.
I live with my son... it's his turn to raise dad
I need to leave you in peace....goodbye, for now

rm_pittstud2000 37M
1 post
10/10/2005 5:17 am

Hey justsex, I like your blog, I think we could hit it off. Check out my profile, let me know what you think. I would love to arrange a m&g with you and take it from there. Let me know whats up, PittStud

Straycatsetsuko 61F

10/10/2005 7:27 am

1. I drink too much diet coke
2. I smoke pot
3. I feel suicide is for people who haven't discovered true apathy
4. I have failed to live to my full potential. Just ask my ex.
5. I don't give a flying fuck what others think of me.
6. I'm on initially because I needed to take care of an urge. Got a bit more than that, man, when you don't go looking for something, ya find it.
7. Maybe I should apply that to job hunting.

Back to looking for jobs online.

rm_JUSTsex4me 36F
185 posts
10/16/2005 8:58 am

Twizted: thanks again for stopping by. and yes, I think our children should repay us in some way lol.

Stray: definitely agree with 1, 3 & 5. Good luck on the job hunt.

Trav: maybe, but hopefully you'll find a cure to overcome your boredom and I absolutely love reading your blog so if those posts are derived from your boredom, then maybe you dont need a cure.

Hottie: Yes, the right way is over the top.


ArgosPlumyKooky 45F
3902 posts
10/20/2005 7:03 pm

i can relate. i am a monster to live with, yet act like a saint to complete strangers. i probably need to be in therapy. toilet paper MUST be on the right way, paper should roll down not up!

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