Could you chose?  

rm_JUSTsex4me 36F
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2/20/2006 12:17 pm

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Could you chose?

I had a dream last night and of all things to happen in a dream, I died. Yep, dead, me. Now, as you can see from a few of my posts, I'm not a religious person at all. I believe that something created Earth and Life but I will not commit to a higher power without knowing for absolutely sure. Of course, I'll never gain this knowledge as long as I'm alive, so I'll continue on throughout my life not believing, but yet not doubting the existence of Heaven/Hell and God/Satan. But, that's not the point of this post. So, I'll get on with it.
This might get a little hard to understand, but this is how it happened.

In this dream, I die. Well, I see all the people around me, grieving and such. Then this thing happens. It wasn't a bright light or anything like's hard to describe. It was like everything around me swirled together and I couldn't see objects just the colors swirling around me. The all of a sudden I'm in a field. Two people are there and they look like ordinary people but I know that I've just died and they can't be ordinary people.

Well, this is where it gets weird. One (we'll call him George) tells me to follow him and the other (we'll call him David) tells me the same thing. I couldn't tell which was supposed to be the devil and which was supposed to be god, they looked and dresed like any other normal person. So, I start following George, again I don't know which diety he might be. Well, as I am walking away with George, David comes running up to me and tells me that if I don't listen to him I'll never see "them" again. I know who "them" was, it was my son and his father. So, George says, " His promises come with a price." Well, David promises me one more day with them if I agree to go with him when that day is over. I cried, and this felt so damn real. I look over at George who is crying too and tell him I have to go. I agree to David's offer and he informs me that I am only to be with them and that no one else is to see me. I can explain anything I want to them, but only to them. So, the swirls of color come again and I am in my house. I explain everything to them and spend my day with them, of course when it's over I don't want to leave. Then all of a sudden the swirls come again and I'm standing in the middle of nowhere with no one around. Was this supposed to be my hell? Probably, especially given the fact that being alone is a huge fear of mine.

So, question is.....would you sell your soul to the devil for one more day with the people that you love most in this world? I know I would.

rm_JUSTsex4me 36F
185 posts
2/20/2006 3:57 pm

fyrey~ yeah what a dream, it actually seemed real, freaked the hell out of me for sure.

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