Alive Again!  

rm_JRH1108 48F
34 posts
10/15/2005 12:33 am

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Alive Again!

It's been almost 3 years since I've allowed myself to explore new emotions and experiences when it comes to the sexual scenario. A separation/divorce can do that to all of us leaving some of us feeling undeserving and unworthy of happiness and love.

The healing process like an "onion" does carry many layers and finally being able to look back in retrospect to where we have been brings growth opening doors to yet new relationships. Granted in many ways some things do sometimes still hurt but not like before and I find myself looking at tomorrow again with hopes and much more confidence.

I was joking with a friend I met here on AdultFriendFinder not long ago about how "the world does not revolve around him". His answer caught me off guard like so many other things he has said... He told me that I am the most important person in the world!

At first I was in total shock that someone (a grown up) would actually take that attitude and I was only able to relax after he explained that each of us are in fact the most important person in the world. There is no notion of the world from our perspective if we are not there.

I can look at my immediate future and not feel the need to hold on to yesterday or avoid change. I am beginning to accept and embrace the multifaceted aspects of my life including my sexuality.

Had I found this site a couple years ago I would have saved myself some money from having to go through therapy. Each person I've taken the chance to talk to has so much healing to offer. Some of it in disguise some up front and personal.

I'm looking at tomorrow with excitement and have not done that in years.

AltumHunksUnite 53M

10/15/2005 11:40 am

You should meet my friend Tone. It sounds like you're both going through the same type of "liberated enlightenment" stage.

Let me drive. I like the view

rm_JRH1108 48F
28 posts
10/18/2005 10:55 am

Where, How and what is this person going through exactly?

rm_JRH1108 48F
28 posts
10/19/2005 12:09 pm

no problem...Do you care to share what is happening in your life ? Who hurt you and should I send out the mob to set them straight???

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