rm_Greyeyesky 41M
116 posts
1/28/2006 8:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I'm sitting in front of a stupid screen, and all I want to do is scream at it... or maybe cry. Beauty is all I've wanted, and maybe someone to share it with.
Instead I've made a flaming wreck of my life. Well, no. It wasn't even me... it was my broken body and all the things it's made me do or made it impossible for me to do...
If only I were in control, I'd have done things differently. Instead, all I can do is hold my head in my hands, tell you I'm sorry and hope that it's enough...

lovestochat2 47F

1/30/2006 8:28 am


Who or what is really in control??

I think it is what everyone wants...someone to share the beauty with....of course along the way we lose our sight and make mistakes, but we ask for forgiveness and/or forgive...and continue to hope...


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