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OK...how does this work? A quick note from a special young lady friend in Paris. She had a passionate evening with a new guy friend. And I'm glad for her! Yet, I'm 'happily jealous' if I can put it that way. Having tasted again of her VERY feminine delights back in Paris in April, I know what that lucky French fellow enjoyed...especially her gorgeous, sweet-tasting breasts.
Ah! I'm hardly suffering here for lack of passion, but there is that funny, inexplicable twinge that runs through me. Knowing what she and I had when she was here in Tokyo, and what we shared when I was with her there...and knowing that he was holding her gentle sweetness just a matter of hours ago. It's sneaky, this jealousy.
Any readers ever experience this? Even though it may be an 'non-exclusive' or even past relationship, does the thought of them in another's arms stir that jealousy or envy?
12/20/2005 6:09 pm
I know how you feel|
When your with someone and its good
you hate the thought of sharing
yet you MUST
Its supposed to be no strings just sex
It never is
We always want more
12/20/2005 6:38 pm
It's hard to overcome the desire to possess one that we have possessed. In the end, maybe we have to quit wanting to possess others as if they are property. Think of how we always talk of "my" girlfriend/boyfriend/|
sister/friend: we "own" them through our language. English has too many possessive forms. I still struggle with knowing my ex is with others yet I still have to accept....