The boy next door (2)  

rm_Gaeb 38M
129 posts
11/17/2005 5:23 pm

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The boy next door (2)


Well, that was kinda dumb of me. I learned a long time ago to never talk about things that you are planing to do, especialy in an exited way, cause it might not happen. Don't count your chickens... I feel like an utter tit now. Not because I got stood up to some extend, but because I told you all I'll have a nice story for you. Well, the nite was a rollercoaster for me, and at the end of it all, I'm again sitting here, writing, with nothing to report, and feeling unsatisfied. O, well, it happens, but he's not of the hook thou...

When he left this afternoon, the plan was that he would go take a shower and eat something, and I should phone him later to let him know when to come over to my place again. I phoned and phoned, but to no avail. I seriously thought I got stood up again, like last time, getting close and him disapearing for 3 weeks. I just about gave up on that call, but eventualy, at 10:20pm he phoned me. We aranged to meet for a beer at our bar first, since I felt like a drink, and he told me he'll be there in half an hour. I took my last money, went down to the bar, waited for a while, and ordered my beer. I thought I might get a slight headstart, but he'll join me just now.

Later the barman told me he think I got stood up. I've finished my beer hours ago, and was now just chatting with the barman, not able to buy another one. I knew I got stood up again, but I was still kinda hoping, hanging around. At about 1am I bummed some money from the barman to get another beer, telling myself that if I'm done whith this one, I'll go home. Halfway through the beer, at about 1:30am, Marlon walks in. It was just like before - we talked like drinking buddies, even thou he didn't have a drink. I finished my drink, and wanted to leave, go home, get some nasty done, but he wanted to stay a little longer. Eventualy, just now, at 3:15am, I got home. Alone. He walked with me some of the way to my house before going his own way. We did't say much. I guess I was still hoping, but I knew I'll be alone.

We hugged, kissed, and went our own ways. He promiced he wont stay away for 3 weeks again. I hope he doesn't.

Bye for now and happy fucking...

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rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
11/17/2005 8:14 pm

well, suzy, you know it is really quite simple, don't you -- the doors have time locks on them and you can't get thru any faster by rushing the doors.

coming out is certainly not easy. and i thank you so much for sharing everything you have with me today.

que sera sera
love
esra arse



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rm_Gaeb 38M
127 posts
11/17/2005 11:08 pm

que sera sera yes... but also lente lente curite noqti equi... this dark horse threw me last nite, but i will ride him, i will break my stalion and ride the plains baby... i told you about how this guy tamed his mustang? by riding to death 4 of his own horses? chasing down the mustang? well, ill chase my mustang with this stalion, even if i ride him to death.

all u wanna do is ride around , sally, ride sally, ride...


rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
11/18/2005 6:18 am

there's gonna be a whole pride of wild mustangs riding with us soon baby, because that is how wild mustangs ride...



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