July 4, 2005...Can it cultivate into something more?  

rm_Fluter 30F
5 posts
7/19/2005 6:21 pm

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July 4, 2005...Can it cultivate into something more?


Well when you go to the fireworks alone you are more than like coming away with a new aquaintence. I met a guy that seemed interested, yet a few years older but none the less interested. I was attracted the first time I saw him. My love life is getting another strain on it since some jack ass hit and totaled my PARKED CAR. It put me deeper into depression and I am suprized I did not go back to the nut house since I had just got out not even a week ago. Yes I am crazy but its my surroundings that help me go into crisis. I have not had sex now for over a month and I'm sure I am so tight that I need to be loosened up. I have rubbed my clit at least 3 times a day getting off because sex is non existant at this time. I am hoping that this man I met will cultivate into a relationship. For right now I think my fingers and porn videos are my best bet right now since things are so slow. Hopefully it will get better soon. It's sad that I jack myself off more than the average male. Anyway, as far as I can tell its all been mishaps down this line. More to come soon.

hrnyguyinIL 34M
24 posts
7/20/2005 10:41 pm

You sound like the female version of me...lol.

I am a bit curious as to the porn you watch though...


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