The First Time I Surf Porn  

rm_Eric0072005 51M
422 posts
7/29/2006 4:54 am

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12/30/2007 3:03 pm

The First Time I Surf Porn

How terrible it was. The memory of that first year was disturbing to say the least.

I got my first PC with a friend's help and it was a 56K Modem that time. Heard so much about Porn but wondered `Is it really that strong a pull?' It was like HELL once I stepped into it!
Not just HELL but a Living HELL. A quicksand.
A mud pool from which you struggle around but never come near the edge to get out of it.

I nearly burnt my Computer CRT Screen that year.
Busted my plan month after month! Pay and Pay. There is a burnt mark at the top portion of the casing to show how long I was on line.

I was staying alone by that time and it sure was HELL! I skip meals, stayed up late and early into the morning just to see downloads after downloads.

Reach out to those who have such addictions!

It ruins the person's life not to mention waste one's time and money (if they have a VISA Card ). Not just so for younger guys with a growing sex drive buy ALL GUYS at risk!

I surfed an average of 7 hours a day. From 7 pm to 2am. An experience I will never forget.
DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! A LIVING HELL!

The addict thinks -
Who can I share with who will not judge me first?
That is why addicts are usually stumbled upon. DAMN!


rm_antoni86xx 30M
7 posts
7/29/2006 2:47 pm

its greats


rm_Eric0072005 replies on 7/30/2006 2:31 am:
Er .. Mr antoni,
What's great ?

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