Parting at last ? The other side  

rm_Eric0072005 51M
422 posts
6/12/2006 3:55 am

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Parting at last ? The other side

Here I imagine ... Yes just an imagination.

Where is he?
Why doesn't he call?
Oh No. My old phone has been sold.
His number I have lost.
He is not here anymore.

What did I do ?
Alas did he not show interest in helping me again to get a house for my family in KL.
Where is he now ?
Why doesn't he call?

I feel sad.
NO! This is nonsense.
He is just a customer. Older than me. Didn't I say he was not handsome, eyes so small, nose so small, hair is so rough ... Sob ... where is he ?

I work and men take me but I think of him.
I think of him and wish he was here again.
To soothe the ache within me.
My tears flow ... FOR WHAT!
Damn it! He's just another one of them.
He is...
He is... not.

Forget him.
He doesn't care for me. All those words he whispered in our love-making is false.
He doesn't like me. He doesn't love me. He cannot. For I am just a low life in his eyes.
I will survive. I'm doing it for my family.
My Mom, my sister and my brother. So that they will have a better life.
I am the eldest. I must support them. This is the way I know. Don't think too much. Just work hard. The pain will go away.
It will... It will... Sob... Where is he?

My gentle Adam.
Where is he my kind one? Considerate and good.
I ask too much of him. I was too demanding.
Now everything is gone.
My chance of getting that wonderful house so my family can have one to call their own. It will take more time. I will work hard. I must for my family I will.

Life goes on
He is gone
He will never see me again.
Who am I ?
A nothing in his eyes.
A plaything like the way others treat me.

NO! I don't believe he is ike that
Somehow I know ...
For what he has done for me I know..
I know he is good to me...
Sob ... he is gone for sure.

This stupid new phone have done it.
Sob ... please call
Please call me, my love.
I want to see you again.
Have you hold me in your arms
Love me as you said you do.

Eve


happyladychat 47F
3740 posts
6/12/2006 11:50 pm

hmmm... if you miss Eve so much, why don't you just drop by to visit her again?

Anyway, nicely written, this post and the last. Very touching.

Take care.


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rm_Eric0072005 51M
254 posts
6/16/2006 12:55 am

Happy Lady,

As you can see from my latest post, I have seen her, I have made love to her.

Must be clear about all these visits or it will be heart break.

But as of now, I would like to continue to relate with her. I am planning to take Chinese lessons by this weekend. This will bridge the commnuication gap.

When you find someone that cliks, somehow I dun think I will let go so easily. Not to possess but to know the person as a person.

Eric


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