What just happened?  

rm_Epyoch1147 35M
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8/20/2005 9:56 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

What just happened?

I called a friend today to see if he wanted to hang out. He pretty much became a spokesman for the small group of friends I had. He explained to me that they still like me and all but they don't want to hang out with me any more. They know I'm depressed but I try to hide it when I'm around them because being around my friends and acting happy will eventually make me a happier person. I don't go over to their houses often. I try not to make myself a nuisence I even help out around the house. I don't talk about my problems unless they ask about them and even then it's short and sweet. So now I'm a lot more depressed because the people I figured were going to pull me out of this depression are probably gone from my life too. So that ends that. I probably did or said something offensive to one of them...what it is I can't think of a reason...maybe it was when I sneezed with a moist towelette instead of a hankerchief. I mean it's probably something. it's probably something that petty. I guess I'll become reclusive again.

PS They don't show too much interest in my personal life so I don't bother talking to them about it.

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