Catch-22  

rm_Elysia2005 43F
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4/29/2005 12:31 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Catch-22


I met a man on AdultFriendFinder, and he is without a doubt the most incredible lover I've ever had. (Mind you, several in recent months have been EXTREMELY impressive, and others have been... well... all right... others still, utterly forgettable... and all would be wise not to think TOO hard about which category they fall into, since just being able to make me cum doesn't automatically qualify a man for "memorable" status.) We also click on several levels, and I think we have a level of mutual respect that, at least on my side, is rare. He's absolutely ideal for me...

... as a whenever-he-comes-into-town lover.

Sad thing is, it's something that could never work on a long-term basis. The things that make us so fabulous together, would cease to exist if we tried to make a go of it. Which at the moment is a perfect arrangement for me - a relationship may not be the LAST thing I need, but it's certainly on the list of things to avoid. Still. Someday, when I'm done with school and the kids are a little older, I'm going to want someone to be with. Actually, there are times right now when I could really use a partner in all this, but I'm in NO position to pursue that. So anyway. Someday I'm going to need something more serious... and then, I'm afraid, I'll have to give up my brilliant lover, and risk never feeling again what he makes me feel. That really sucks.

Oh well. I will enjoy him tremendously while it lasts... and thankfully, I get to enjoy him in just a few days...

Crimson959 57F

4/29/2005 1:27 pm

Every start has an ending...enjoy it while it last...good luck.


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