rm_Elysia2005 43F
512 posts
10/10/2005 8:37 pm

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I talked online tonight in IMs with a friend I hadn't talked to recently. Through a series of mishaps and miscommunications, we apparently each thought the other was pulling away. And, being the people-respectful-of-others'-space that we are, we both kinda left it alone. Luckily, we reconnected.

He's the type of guy that I can't quite describe in words because there just ARE no words. "Zen" comes to mind. "Calming"... "soothing"... "intense"... "spiritual"... They skirt the edges of what he is, but none really comes close. Anyway, we quickly got into one of those conversations where far more is said in between the lines, than is said at the surface. At one point, the conversation turned to the love I have for him, which is a very no-pressure, non-sexual (though that component certainly exists elsewhere in the relationship), pure love. He said he knew what I meant, more than I knew. But I doubt that.

You see, I am as certain as I can be of anything, that he is a guardian angel for me.

There are others, and most are those who have already passed. Some I knew in life, some not. He is one of the few that comes to me in the form of a walking, talking. living, breathing being. But when I talk to him, I get this sense of peace, of comfort... he helps me find perspective, and has a knack for showing up when I need him the most. Yes, he is an angel, and I am blessed to have him in my life.

Do you know who your angels are?

NewJackSwing 43M

10/12/2005 12:06 am

I know I do ... his name is Anthony .. my best friend through highschool until he passed away 10yrs ago.

I get this feeling that he's always behind me and making sure I don't so something stupid and something I will regret. I just know he's near when I get this really easy and calming feeling over me.

It's odd to describe but it's a feeling I enjoy.

smartmama 58F

10/13/2005 7:44 am

Guardian Angels, can they protect me from the cads I seem to have met lately? I need to re-find mine, they've been neglected.

I like your blog.

rm_1hotwahine 63F
21091 posts
10/13/2005 9:03 am

I was just cruising through blogs and I saw this:
And, being the people-respectful-of-others'-space that we are, we both kinda left it alone
The recognition of this startled me and then made me smile. Been there, done that. Thanks.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]

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