Give this all up for chaos again? NO WAY....  

rm_Ellenback 58F
903 posts
4/14/2006 10:03 am

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Give this all up for chaos again? NO WAY....

My Ex called again, yesterday, and told me that, "no, I don't have anyone I feel for, but I DO have someone who cares about me, and is just waiting for me to give her the signal that you and I are done!"

So I let him down gently..."yep, we're done...we haven't fixed anything, it's not worth working on, and if she wants you, give her the chance, since I don't!"

Long pause on the other end of the phone...then, "well, have a NICE LIFE, BITCH!"

HMMMM...drama, chaos, abuse, control issues, being stuck in that cycle again, his constant drug use and me living in fear, being trapped, no money, bills not paid, no vehicle,

VERSUS,

fancy dinners at ritzy steakhouses for scallops and steak, lots of invitations to go do all kinds of fun things, such as golf, and horse-back riding, and rides in planes, tattoos together, crazy walks on Lunatic Avenue/Yonge St. late at night, hooting and hollering like 20 year olds, hugs from hot Mexican chicks that bum smokes from you, meeting gorgeous, honest, fun people, weekends away in the country or at a lovely hotel, future rides on Harleys, in beautiful cars, trips on 36' boats on Lake Huron, and all MY FRIENDS!!! Who, by the way, are holding a birthday party for me on the 29th in Mississauga....!!! And, an even more positive side effect: I HAVE money NOW! I can buy what I want, and save when I want, and just keep building it up, working towards my car purchase, and it's so nice that no one can tell me WHAT TO DO!

GIVE ALL THAT UP?

I DAMN WELL KNOW IT...NOT!!!...and now, so does HE!!!

Line in the sand again, but this time I'M ON THE BEACH, and he's in the water...

(((squishyboobyhugs)))

Elle



DRAGONSTATUS: SPENDING TIME WITH FAMILY FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS, SO DRAGON HAS BEEN ASKED TO STAY IN THE CAVE! HOPEFULLY, SHE'LL DO AS SHE'S TOLD - I KNOW I WON'T! /:>


iluvjbsinaz 55M

4/14/2006 11:56 am

Golf is fun? I never knew....

Is there some hidden meaning in words, revealed only by spelling them backwards? Golf ----- Flog....think about it


rm_Ellenback 58F
966 posts
4/14/2006 12:41 pm

    Quoting iluvjbsinaz:
    Golf is fun? I never knew....

    Is there some hidden meaning in words, revealed only by spelling them backwards? Golf ----- Flog....think about it
Word games, huh? You have met your match, mister! LMAO

Did ya realize that Taco spelled backwards is O-Cat? Yum yum...

I heard somewhere that Golf is an acronym, short for Gentlemen Only, (something 'L') Females...limited? No...that's not right! Lonely? Nope...Dang, I wish I could remember!

I loved George Carlin's take on golf, a bunch of rich white guys chasing tiny balls around...and that as the skin colour gets darker, the square footage necessary to be involved shrinks (think basketball) and the balls get bigger...

Thanks, Iluvjbsinaz!!!

(((squishyboobyhugs)))

Elle


horny4770 60M
8158 posts
4/14/2006 1:52 pm

Elle,

"I'M ON THE BEACH, and he's in the water..." drowning perhaps? LOL

Good for you! MUAH!


btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Have a GREAT ONE!!!

Your Friend, W.


rm_Ellenback 58F
966 posts
4/14/2006 4:58 pm

Thanks, W!!!

It's gonna be a great one, that's for sure! Lots to look forward to, in fact!

(((squishyboobyhugs)))

Elle


Wordsmith2004 36M
7233 posts
4/14/2006 9:02 pm

Wow....what a quandry there

Conserve Water and Prevent Global Warming: Shower With A MILF!


GuyWhoListens2u 56M
325 posts
4/21/2006 8:14 am

Elle,

Someone told me once that the quickest way to find out what is really inside a person's heart is to tell them "no".

I think you just saw that same thing. You were smart to stand your ground even when you were beginning to wonder.

(sorry I have been gone so long)


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