...Sigh...  

rm_DrGav 43M
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8/14/2006 5:37 am

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9/11/2006 10:00 am

...Sigh...


Its been really crazy for the last few months...maybe its weeks...who knows. just feels like forever since i posted the first blog.

It's nearing 3 am. ive pinched a nerve in my back and i can barely breathe....i wish it would settle so i can sleep.

The dog sleeps...i watch her hoping ill fall asleep but it never works....she looks peaceful...but i know at the drop of a pin one ear will pop up n she'll be alert. shes a good dog.

im moving soon....not sure whether to stay in benders or head back to melbs...tough decision.
not sure where my hearts at anymore....i been feeling empty...not unhappy...just ind of empty, day by day it goes faster...or so it seems.

i got alot on my mind....wish i ad summer in my mind and a beach wiuth golden sand and blue ocean...n my and the dog could just stroll around aimlessly...having fun. that would be nice.

gnight all.

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