I Need to be pushed off the side of a building  

rm_Delarosa_84 32M
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10/28/2005 12:55 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I Need to be pushed off the side of a building

i am un-intersting and have nothing to live for. All i have to do is keep doing what i'm doing and i'll be set for the rest of my life. It's so mundane (oh yea, i went there). i need something or someone to come spice it up and shock me into action.

Today is pay day so in about 10 hours i can go get my paycheck and get some gas in my car and actually be able to pay some of my bills. but then again I forgot to get something for my hubby... today is our 4th year anniversary (by my calendar...which is un-official, oficcially it's only been 7 months). So it's either pay bills, or make my hubby happy.

I feel childish. I've been 'out on my own' for about 9 months now and I haven't grown up any. I'de still be willing to move back into my parents house when my lease comes up just to save some cash. I still enjoy japanese chilren's anime tv shows (such as naruto and fullmetal alchemist). I still don't fold my own socks when their fresh out of the dryer, i let them clutter up the house for about a week before i do anything with them.

how childish can i still be?

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