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Where are you?
For you were here one day and now your gone. Its been awhile since we last spoke to one another, here in space.
I have all kinds of questions, u know, to catch up on whats been going on in your life. I have missed the chance of spending time with you, here in our little corner of space.
I DO still want to meet you. I long to reach out and touch you, to give you just a HUG, if that was all god was going to give me.
You know Im dumb enough, to drive to the end of time. Just to settle that hunger, that lusty moment, that I can say, I met you.
Meeting you would be a dream come true. For its that dream that stands in the way of moving on and meeting others.
My heart, soul and mind is all yours. Until that days comes Im face to face with you.
I think of you daily and wonder if everythings ok with you.
I hold on to that thought, that you still want to meet me as much as I want this to happen. For that time is coming. I dont know how long I can go on, with this imagen of you and somewhere theres a place for you in my heart. I just dont know where to put you at this time.
My time and My thoughts of you have stood still, since that day you walked away. Thinking it wouldnt be like this, the feeling of being shut out of your world, SUCKS.
My body aches to talk to you. But there never seems to be a good time. For reasons unknown, you always seem to have a bad day. So I try and not start anything and sit and wait for you to come into my world.
Babe your always welcome, the door is still open.
Ive been so confused, maybe trying to find that someone to replace you. Damnit, theres noway, theres noone like YOU.
I fell in love, lust, who knows with a man in a picture. But yet after time, that man in the picture talked back to ME. Damnit he was real, and SO real in my heart, that I cant forget HIM.
Hes everything I think of, always plotting and trying to figure out how in the hell can I get to him.
DAMNIT...Im a woman! If I want this bad enough Ill find away to him. I have to, I have to meet him. Meeting him would make me or break me. I gotta do this!
Please Please....understand we started this! We have to end this, we have to put my heart back on its track. But it aint going to happen like this. I need that closure, I need to reach for you, if its only for one time.
Good-Night & Sweet Dreams
I MISS YOU
5/22/2006 4:20 am
I hope you find what you are looking for. |
5/22/2006 10:47 am
Good luck, Darlin'. I hope he hears you. Joe|
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