Bored: Just Killin My Day Away  

rm_DarknStar 54F
3006 posts
1/27/2006 10:45 am

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4/4/2006 1:27 pm

Bored: Just Killin My Day Away

Oh crazy day...Just sittin here surfing and reading poems, that got me started in one of my moods. So I began to write, and the first poem was sent to me. They both got me thinking, and maybe thinking things Im not to think about, anymore!....But oh well it happened and now there apart of ME!

love is why I came here in the first place,
love is now the reason I must go,
love is all I ever hope to fine here,
love is still the only dream I know...

North Buddy:

My life has changed so much,
because I have to pretend every second of the day.
I have to pretend that I am fine,
I have to pretend that I am feeling okay.

I have to pretend that I don愒 love you,
I have to pretend that I don愒 miss you.
I have to pretend that I don愒 need you,
and I have to pretend that I don愒 care.

But I cannot pretend to be some one else,
I cannot hide the truth in my eyes.
I cannot pretend that I don愒 have feelings,

I MUST live with all these lies.
Thanks for the Memories!


Oh its gettin better, Its been almost 5 months, that I had last said, My last words to him. Its been 6 and half months since I saw him!

All I can do is look in the future, for a different friend! Knowing that I will NEVER be able to REPLACE him!!

But I might come close

xxxhandyman4u2 55M

1/27/2006 6:30 pm

nice pic of a liner for the cold lit up with a coleman lantern....quit nice spot though.....Thats my kind of camping

rm_DarknStar 54F
2823 posts
1/27/2006 8:23 pm

...Me Too!

CopseAuralRunty 46M
700 posts
1/27/2006 9:13 pm

Nice work...

I find putting things down on paper helps...keep it up!!

Women Women everywhere and not a pussy to eat......

rm_DarknStar 54F
2823 posts
1/28/2006 8:51 am


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