A Fucked up moment!! But feeling Better!!!!  

rm_DarknStar 54F
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11/22/2005 6:44 pm

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A Fucked up moment!! But feeling Better!!!!

Having a fucked up moment!!! Tears running down my cheeks like a river! As I sit here and let myself think of you!! This fucking hurts asshole and I miss you more and more everyday...This is some fucked up shit, son of a bitch I hate this feeling, Its dark and fucking cold, you cold hearted bastard. I want to say after this short time.I hate you. Well I dont feel that at the moment, god damn it. When does that fucking pain stop!!!!!!!!!!!.

Ok Im feeling alittle bit better. Sorry I have those moments. They seem not to come up so much, if I keep busy and dont give myself time to start thinking about shit!! But shit happens and at a weak and quiet moment. I slip and start thinking about...@$#&@

tmdt4u 61M

11/23/2005 9:51 am

Hells bells LET'ER rip.Then move forward waste of time to spend energy on somone that has no ability to return such a gift. Life is ups and downs, rights and wrong .Until we except it as it just is it will rock our world(there are better ways to have it rocked). Just is lots better then the THAT SUCKS which are running rampet right know (see my blog THAT SUCKS)

Love ya girl and thaanks for dropping into my life always a pleasure visiting

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