~*Pickles*~  

rm_DarknStar 54F
3006 posts
4/13/2006 9:04 am

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4/16/2006 6:28 am

~*Pickles*~

Happy Birthday
~*Pickles*~

You know there comes a point in time, when you got to have a Bad Boy in your life. I had one 9 years ago and today is his birthday.

He was one of my Best Friends, he treated me like noone else had. I loved him with all my Heart and I still DO!

But on September 11, 1997, He was shot down in TN, being his Bad Boy that he was. Not understanding at the time why he was shot down, anger set in and the tears rolled like thunder. But after seeing the World Scariest Police Chases 2. I understand why they shot him. But in reality, I know it was ALL a set up, and I know that there was more to it, then what anybody wants to talk about.

Pickles was a Bad Boy, and for that he went down in a Blaze of Glory. He always told us, that he would never go back to jail. That they would have to shoot him first, he got his wish!

Today on his birthday, I give him Cheers with a reese cup and a diet pepsi, those were his favorites, also would love to smoke a big fat one for him today, but I cant. (maybe if someone is smoking today, think of me and smoke it for me)(lucky dogs).

I guess the hardest part of this whole thing I NEVER got to say Good-bye. I never got to tell him, I LOVED him, but I think maybe he knew that!

He was my everything, and I trusted him with everything I had. I miss him, and still think about him everyday! Yes! Its been almost 9 years that he left us. Yes I still cry, with the thoughts of him. I never knew that after all this time, that the tears would still fall like they do. There times I cant explain, but looking back in the shadows, I can still hear his voice and I can feel him touching ME.

Another one of his loves were Harleys and now I look at him as my Ghost Rider.

Ride Free Today *PICKLES*
on your 42nd Birthday
~*I LOVE YOU~*


pragmaticCTcpl 61M/50F

4/13/2006 11:17 am

You are such a good soul!! I'm sure he is watching over you. Thanks for sharing this.{=}


rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
4/13/2006 2:33 pm

Some times the hardest thing is not being able to say goodbye. I also did not get to say goodbye to my grandpa.his nickname was "Pickles"


RevJoseyWales 69M/66F
14393 posts
4/13/2006 2:48 pm

Thgbe first bowl tonite will be in his honor, the second in yours. We'll use the GOOD stuff too, just for you. Joe

"McVeigh had the right idea, wrong address."

"This ain't Dodge City, and you ain't Bill Hickok."


rm_DarknStar 54F
2823 posts
4/13/2006 4:08 pm

    Quoting RevJoseyWales:
    Thgbe first bowl tonite will be in his honor, the second in yours. We'll use the GOOD stuff too, just for you. Joe
THX Joe...I had a feeling, that it would be you that would do this little thing for ME!......Hope you enjoy yourself and THX again!

With all my heart I would love to cuss you. Damnit! I want some soooo bad!


RevJoseyWales 69M/66F
14393 posts
4/13/2006 8:11 pm

    Quoting rm_DarknStar:
    THX Joe...I had a feeling, that it would be you that would do this little thing for ME!......Hope you enjoy yourself and THX again!

    With all my heart I would love to cuss you. Damnit! I want some soooo bad!
It's our pleasure and honor. They burn as I type. May the Gods smile upon both of you this eve, you in this world, and he in the next.

I DO have a way with words, don't I?

hydro "Kine" . Old school Sensimilla. My son brings it down to me once a month. It's saved for special occasion and special people. I think it's appropriate. Joe

"McVeigh had the right idea, wrong address."

"This ain't Dodge City, and you ain't Bill Hickok."


rm_Dano6969693 44M
2 posts
4/15/2006 10:18 pm

I can so sympathize!!! I too once lost a very much loved one.SHE was a very integeral part of my life and now she is gone!The only advice I can offer is that you should remember the lesson this person taught you (what ever it was )` and learn from it.Move on.It is what he would want.Good luck!!!


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