Starting over  

rm_DagorPoker 34M
39 posts
6/3/2006 10:39 pm

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6/10/2006 10:55 pm

Starting over

It's been over 3 years.

Three years since I was in a relationship. Seems like a long time when I write it, but everything is still fresh in my mind.
I've had others since then, but nothing that's taken my mind off of her. Everyone that I thought would get her off my mind has ended badly.
I'm unlucky in love I guess. I fall quickly and end up grasping at straws. Everyone tells me I'm a nice guy and that girls would be glad to have me, but those are my friends. They're supposed to say things like that.
Where do I go, what should I look for? Still searching, always searching. Looking for that great person that suits me.

Don't like being introspective, but it's that time of night. Basically just talking to myself, because no one will read this. I think I'll have another beer.



rm_wondering57 59F
73 posts
6/3/2006 11:14 pm

Darlin, you are so young. Time is on your side. I am almost 49, gave 21 years to a marriage I didn't want. Now here I am, with no one. The search continues, I think, endlessly. Try to enjoy what you find along the way and keep looking for what you want. Be honest and upfront, and hopefully one day, you will find what you want. Women your age are easier to find than men my age. I will wish you luck if you wish me the same. Have a good rest of the weekend.

rm_DagorPoker 34M
27 posts
6/6/2006 9:14 pm

Thanks for the replies. I was feeling rather cynical and moody that night but I had also had a "run-in" with some of my ex's old friends that night and it got me all nostalgic.

That's it! No more drinking alone.

Right after this beer.

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