oh what a boring life  

rm_DC64fox 29M
4 posts
7/8/2005 10:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

oh what a boring life

i'm really sick of being a manicdepresive, not having any friends, not having any social life, not having a GF, being stuck in cache valley, and just about everything else.

why dont i have any close friends?
thats an easy one, i dont want to hurt them, emotionally or physically, so i keep them all at a distance and rarely show my emotions to them, if at all, so that they dont get hurt by things i do or say when i go manic or get depresed.

why dont i have a social life?
no friends to go do stuff with, and because finding people and things to do in cache valley is next to imposable for a person who isnt a molly mormon.

and the girlfriend?
four months and im still not ready to talk about that, hell! not even my theripist has heard the whole story yet!

so here i am, bitching about it on a F'n web site, in a blog that will probably never be read.

wyvernrose 38F
3895 posts
7/9/2005 1:17 am

Don't panic sweet it is being read, and manics make the best friends out there, just make sure your mates know what they are in for we can handle it


shybutneedit 52F

7/9/2005 2:14 am

Okay, I read it. Do you take a prescription for being bipolar? I assume that like practically all things, there is something you can take to control it. I am not certain where cache valley is...but gathering perhaps that it is in Utah?
Maybe you should move. Get a fresh start somewhere else.

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