Still awake  

rm_CJ_in_PA 41M
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12/4/2005 12:35 am

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Still awake

Ok it's 3am and i'm still up, this is my first ever blog, I figure there is not much else to do at 3am, while i watch an infomercial for "70's Soul" which by the way, i've already seen like 300 times, but thats what happens when you can't sleep. Why can't i sleep?? I dunno, part of it is not being used to sleeping alone. Part of it is the usual holiday stress. I guess there are alot of different reasons, i don't feel like putting that much thought into it though. So we'll just move on to another subject, like this site, just joined recently, and i think it's pretty cool, and i'm glad to see that there are actually real people here, and they actually hook up, I'm not a paying member though, so i haven't really been able to check out peoples profiles, maybe i'll do that later...maybe. OK, life is nothing extraordinary. married at 22 had 2 kids, got divorced, later remarried, sperated in april '05 got back together in july '05 and she moved out again in Oct'05 and that brings us to today. She has her life and freedom, and i have mine, Not for lack of trying though, i gave it everything i had, but i realized it was easier to just let go, and if she ever came back, well then we'd see, but i told her i'm not waiting around, i needed laid, she didn;t like that much, but oh well. Like it's supposed to be ok for her to be out running around doing as she pleases, but i'm just supposed to sit here and wait....I don't think so. I'm tired of waiting, My tongue needs some excercise, and I think this is the place for me to find a "workout" partner. If ya wanna get together and sweat a little, just drop me a line.

silkysmoothlegs3 105F

12/4/2005 2:29 am

WElcome to bloggville babes

I hope you find what you are looking for

I never seem to be able to sleep

Perhaps its because our beds are lonely

silky xxxxxxxxxxxxx

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