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more about my taste
more about my taste
<== yea, it's My Lady. thought it was appropriate
Well, my previous post got me started thingking. What exactly am i attracted to. Not just sexually, either.
After giving it some thought, i think i've come to it. Guts. My lady is the only woman i've ever been with who would stand up against me (quite a feat when you consider the almost 2 foot difference in our heights and a solid 100 lbs), but still be willing to compromise. I want someone who has a personality and isn't afraid to use it, i want a partner, not a fuck toy, nor do i want to be less than a partner.
I've been with women who were wrong, in both directions. the ones too strong ran over the top of me, i had no opinion, no thoughts, no desires. Sex was untill they were satisfied, involved what they wanted, and happened when they were horny. I was a vibrator with self charging battaries. I didn't like it. THe ones who were less, well, i got more out of mastrubation. ALL they wanted was to please me, no mater how sick, twisted, or depraved it might be (don't get on me, i never DID any of those things, just talked about it.) they scared me. one still stalks me at times.
Physicly, like i said earlier, i like athletic, relativly fit women, regardless of body type. I've been with rails, and BBW's, Dancers, Cheerleaders, runners, gymnasts, most other types of builds i can think of off the top of my head. the only ones i didn't enjoy (other than the reasons mentioned above) were the ones who were too self concious to enjoy themselves.
I'm all about my partner. It dosn't matter if i get off, i get pleasure from their pleasure, enjoy them enjoying themselves. that's a little self defeating when they won't let themselves enjoy anything.
sorry if i rambled a bit, just sort of thinking out loud.
10/17/2005 4:01 am
I know you hon... your a good guy!!!|
So when ya gonna fill some more blog pages????
10/23/2005 1:35 am
when i have something to talk ab out that's not doom and gloom depression or ranting and raving. |